I do know this song gives me goosebumps and makes me want to shout happy profanities while jumping around in circles celebrating everything that's perfect.
My music tastes of lately have consisted of Cory's Redneckin' playlist on Spotify and all Amanda all the time. I feel like driving in my car pretending to be Amanda one day, then Patsy the next will keep me perfectly balanced.
After drowning in the sea of YouTube the other night I thought, "Why did I start shaving my armpits again? I can't remember."
God this Vanessa was such a different creature. I was so much more confident and sure of who I was. This Vanessa gave literally two flying fucks what anyone thought about her. She was happy. Genuinely happy.
My highest priority for the rest of 2014 is to find her again. She's in there..buried deep down...
Anyway. Good night. Find your own YouTube tunnel of happiness, okay? Okay.